picture phones

1-warehouse at bus stop

2-on bus (the sun is a black hole)

uh oh, it's morning time again

Woke up this morning at 9:00. Was having some really painful cramps, so I took a bath in the dark. I layed down, and let the water run and fill up the tub until it was covering my entire face. It had to be some form of meditation or something. The stillness. I tried to pretend like I was trapped in a small space and was going to drown. I remained completely calm. It felt good.

Then I relaxed, and instead of going into work watched Rockstar with mah boy, Mark Wahlberg. I had also forgotten that Stephen Jenkins, of Third Eye Blind, is in that movie. Hahaha. Felt good. That movie has a nice ending. He just goes back to being himself again, and his girlfriend accepts him again and he writes his own music. It's nice.

I'm really grateful for a lot.

cars (1) south winebiddle

I'm going to start taking pictures of cars I like.

picture phones

1-alex's fake outfit tonight

2-ben wearing great orange glasses that turned life purple when you took them off

blazing

it's a goddamn gale out there and my mom was in the hospital today and i saw the get up kids tonight and we saw some blue flashing light in the sky on the way home and heather gave me a pack of pall malls and the skulls is on and i'm making soup.


this is what life is about.


also, BIRDS was on earlier.



ITS FUCKING BLOWING OUTSIDE. SO GOOD. SO GOOD. SOO GOOD.

Ugh, America

I wanna go back to Spain so bad. I wish I wouldn't have been dating Reed at the time. Not because I wanted to sleep with anyone there, but because I was afraid of who Reed was sleeping with back home. I think those thoughts prevented me from having a better time. Ugh. I'm dumb. Whatever.

1-the field of poppies i walked home thru every day

2-yes, i did get to see my favorite artist's original work (joseph cornell)

3-one of our tutors said that anarchy was not

idea in Spain, it was an organization.

4-dennis' special place

5-out our bedroom window

favorite.

often times my pictures get cut off when i upload them from another website. i'm not sure why this is. i would like to correct this problem somehow, but for now, the brother who came first will have to be the brother who came first.