my horoscope:

Today you're in the midst of swirling passions and might try to find your way back to a more intellectual platform, for that's where you shine. Nevertheless, the emotionally charged energy will likely push you right to the edge of discomfort. It's even more problematic because you don't know which way to turn in order to find happiness. Indulging your senses looks like the easy way out, but it's really just a distraction from the real work at hand.



For yesterday. Oh man. How can you tell if you're going crazy? Does it even make a difference? Is everyone already crazy? Fuck. I still don't know shit, man, and will I ever?


For some reason things seemed simpler for me in Indiana. Could be the fact that I was just going to school and only working 20 hours a week and I loved the shit out of my job and my classes. Could just be the rolling hills and open lands. Shit just seems so heavy and complicated here. I feel like there is never enough time to do anything. Like I'm always stuck in some way.

Stayed up till 5 last night. Want to fall asleep in this office chair. Goodnight.