Feeling much better, much more real,
much more alive.
Got all cut up, got done with him cuttin up
and i was not the one to run
Made up so much of it, gave out more than that
got a big dumb dull nothing back
Wadn't upset with it, knew what was coming from it
busted through the wall anyway
I know what I'm doing, I know what I did,
there's no crawling into holes now
I'm much better for it, I've grown older cause of it,
and he's still folding in on himself
There's no one else, there is everyone else and
last night I dreamt of liars
We're too ready for it, I'm all gone and here and present now
And things will fall in, and roll off like everything else
And I will welcome it. Still.