I keep thinking, "oh, maybe we'll go over dutch and mcd's tonight." and then i remember that they're not there. they're on tour. lucky ducks. it's nice to miss friends, though. it's a real nice feeling. i have to figure out how to travel around the country while making money at the same time. i don't have a band, really, that could/would do that. what's another way besides walking across the whole country? i don't know. i just know that's all i wanna do. see the whole country. soon. very soon.